Where's Jesus? Grieving and regrouping when things didn't go as planned

Amy Zimbelman, Conference Minister of Mountain States Mennonite Conference, will preach from Acts 1:15-17, 21-26 and ask “Where’s Jesus? Grieving and regrouping when things didn’t go as planned.”

After the resurrection, the followers of Jesus are excited to see that he's making appearances everywhere. Strolling in gardens and grilling some fish for his friends, taking long walks down the road and coming over for dinner. He's with us again!

And then, the ascension. There he goes, up into the sky. Just like that.

Wait, we thought you were back! But now you’re leaving us to go up to heaven…by choice?

They can’t see Jesus anymore. And in our passage today, the Holy Spirit hasn’t come yet. I can only imagine the disciples looking at each other in that upper room and saying: “Soooo…this is awkward. Definitely not what we were expecting. What now?”

I want to talk this morning about what happens when things don’t go as planned—when we’re living the life we never expected to live. I want to talk about the shape of grief and regrouping in the midst of grief. In this year of coming out of the pandemic and so many other personal and collective tragedies, how do we grieve well? And what do we do now?

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Pastor Amy Zimbelman thoroughly enjoys serving as Conference Minister of MSMC, supporting 17 churches and many passion ministries in Colorado and New Mexico. She has served as a pastor at Mountain Community Mennonite for 3 years, and has worked in refugee resettlement for about a decade. Pastor Amy holds a Master of Divinity from Duke Divinity School, and has also served in Zambia through Mennonite Central Committee and in South Dakota with Mennonite Voluntary Service. In South Dakota, she met her husband/best friend, Matt Zimbelman, and they live in Colorado Springs and have two young sons. She loves spending time with her family, cooking/eating food, board gaming with friends, going outside to walk or hike, learning about other cultures, hashing things out in long conversations, and trying to follow Jesus.

Music Information & Acknowledgement

“God of the Bible”
Text: Shirley Erena Murray, ©1996 Hope Publishing Company; Music: Tony E Alonso, ©2001 GIA Publications, Inc.; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“Let’s Walk Together”
Text: Laurie Zelman; Music: Mark A Miller; ©2007 Abingdon Press; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“Calm Me, Lord”
Text: David Adam, ©SPCK; Music: Margaret Rizza, ©1998 Kevin Mayhew, Ltd. (admin. GIA Publications, Inc.); All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“There Is a Balm in Gilead”
Text & Music: African American spiritual

 

“Hymn of Peace”
Text & Music: Timothy Shue, 1994

 

“The Lord Lift You Up”
Text: Patricia J Shelly; Music: Patricia J Shelly; arr. Dennis Friesen-Carper; ©1983 Patricia J Shelly; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

A Mother's Day Reflection

Pastor Glenn offered a Mother’s Day reflection from Matthew 11:28-30.

Acknowledgements and Copyright

“Gabriel’s Oboe”
Composed by Ennio Morricone, 1986

 

“Let’s Walk Together”
Text: Laurie Zelman; Music: Mark A Miller; ©2007 Abingdon Press; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“Just a Closer Walk with Thee”
Text & Music: African American traditional, ca. 20th c.

 

“Far Above the Noise of Life”
Text: Susan Naus Dengler, 2006; Music: Lee Dengler, 2006; ©2006 Hal Leonard Corporation; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“I Heard the Voice of Jesus Say”
Text: Horatius N Bonar, Hymns Original and Selected, 1846, alt.; Music: English traditional, English Country Songs, 1893; adapt. And harm. Ralph Vaughan Williams, The English Hymnal, 1906, alt.                                                                                           

 

“Resignation”
Arranged by James E Clemens, Simple Gifts collection; ©2008 World Library Publications, a division of GIA Publications; All rights reserved. Streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“A Prayer for Mother’s Day”
By Laura Kelly Fanucci; ©2019 Laura Kelly Fanucci, www.motheringspirit.com

 

“What a Friend We Have in Jesus”
Text: Joseph M Scriven, 1855, Spirit Minstrel: A Collection of Hymns and Music, 1857, alt.; Music: Charles C Converse, 1868, Silver Wings, 1870

Acts 8:26-40

Pastor Claudia preached from Acts 8:26-40.

Music Acknowledgements

“Move in Our Midst”
Text: Kenneth I Morse, 1942, 1949, The Brethren Hymnal, 1951; Music: Perry L Huffaker, 1950, The Brethren Hymnal, 1951

 

“Like a Mother Who Has Borne Us”
Text: Daniel Bechtel, ©1986 Daniel Bechtel; Music: William P Rowan, 1992, ©1993 Selah Publishing Co., Inc.; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“I Bind My Heart This Tide”
Text: Lauchlan M Watt, The Tryst: A Book of the Soul, 1907, alt.; Music: J Randall Zercher, 1965, The Mennonite Hymnal, 1969, ©1965 J Randall Zercher

 

“Breathe on Me, Breath of God”
Text: Edwin Hatch, Between Doubt and Prayer, 1878, alt.; Music: Robert Jackson, Fifty Sacred Leaflets, 1888                                             

 

“Cast Thy Burden Upon the Lord”
Music: Felix Mendelssohn, 1846

 

“To God Be the Glory”
Text: Fanny J Crosby, Brightest and Best, 1875; Music: William H Doane, Brightest and Best, 1875

 

“Draw the Circle”
Text: Gordon Light, ©1994 Common Cup Music Society; Music: Mark A Miller, ©2008 Abingdon Press (admin. Music Services); All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

I would die for you!

Pastor Glenn Balzer preached from John 10:11-18.

Worship Resources Acknowledgements

“Canon in D”
by Johann Pachelbel, 1680

“There’s a Wideness in God’s Mercy”
Text: Frederick W Faber, Hymns, 1861; Music: Lizzie S Tourjee, Hymnal of the Methodist Church with Tunes, 1878

 

“There Is More Love Somewhere”
Text & Music: African American traditional

 

“Between the words”
By Jan Richardson, 2010; From In the Sanctuary of Women: A Companion for Reflection & Prayer ©2010. Upper Room Books.

 

 “Holy Spirit, Come with Power”
Text: Anne Neufeld Rupp, ©1970 Anne Neufeld Rupp; Music: attr. BF White, The Sacred Harp, 1844; harm. Joan Fyock Norris, ©1989 Joan Fyock Norris; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“Lord, Listen to Your Children”
Text & Music: Ken Medema, 1970; ©1973 Hope Publishing Co.; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through CCLI License #200093153    

 

“The Heavens Are Telling”
By Ludwig van Beethoven, 1803

 

“Source and sustainer of life”
Presbyterian Church (USA), Book of Common Worship, 2018, alt.; ©1940 Hymns Ancient and Modern

 

 “Go, My Friends, in Grace”
Text: David Wright, 2004, A Field of Voices, 2007, ©2004 David Wright; Music: James E Clemens, 2004, A Field of Voices, 2007, ©2004 James E Clemens; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

Luke 24:36b-48

Pastor Claudia preached from Luke 24:36b-48.

Worship Resource Acknowledgements

“My Shepherd Will Supply My Need”
Text: based on Psalm 23; Isaac Watts, Psalms of David…, 1719, alt.; Music: American traditional, early 19th c., version from Joseph Funk’s Genuine Church Music, 1st ed., 1832; harm. J Harold Moyer, 1965, ©1969 Faith & Life Press/Mennonite Publishing House; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“Peace Before Us”
Text: David Haas, based on a Navajo prayer; Music: David Haas; ©1987 GIA Publications, Inc.; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“We are witnesses”
Written by Thom Shuman, posted on www.liturgylink.net

 

“Silence My Soul”
Text: Rabindranath Tagore (verse 1); Seon-Won Park (verses 2-4); Music: Francisco F Feliciano                                                                                        

 

“Esto Les Digo”
By Kinley Lange; ©2001 Alliance Music Publication Inc

 

“What Wondrous Love Is This”
Text: Cluster of Spiritual Songs, 3rd ed., 1823; Music: American traditional, Southern Harmony, 1840; harm. Alice Parker, ©1966 Alice Parker; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

One Heart- One Mind

Pastor Glenn preached from Acts 4:32-35 with a sermon titled “One Heart - One Mind & Some Economic Advice.”

Worship Resources Acknowledgements

“Summoned by the God Who Made Us”
Text: Delores Dufner, OSB, ©1993 Delores Dufner (published by OCP); Music: American traditional, in John Wyeth’s Repository of Sacred Music, Part Second, 1813; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084


“In the Bulb There is a Flower”
Text & Music: Natalie Sleeth, 1985; ©1986 Hope Publishing Co; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084


“Some of us are exhausted”
Written by Joanna Harader, ©2012


“Heart and Mind, Possessions, God”
Text: Marathi; Krishnarao Rathnaji Sangle, 19th c.; trans. Alden H Clark; Music: Indian traditional; adapt. Marion Jean Chute, alt.; ©1958 United Church Press                                                                                       


“You Are Salt for the Earth”
Text & Music: Marty Haugen, 1985, Gather, 1988; ©1986 GIA Publications, Inc.; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084


“Could It Be That God Is Singing”
Text: Becca J R Lachman, ©2004 Becca J R Lachman, rev. 2018; Music: Southern Harmony, 1854; arr. Alice Parker, ©2008 Alice Parker; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

“Great Is Thy Faithfulness”
Text: Thomas O Chisholm, Songs of Salvation and Service, 1923; Music: William M Runyan, Songs of Salvation and Service, 1923; ©1923, renewed 1951, Hope Publishing Company; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

Easter 2021

Pastor Claudia preached from John 20:1-18 as we celebrate new life that emerges from darkness.

Music Acknowledgements

“In Death’s Strong Grasp the Savior Lay”
Composed by Johann Sebastian Bach, 1707

“Were You There”
Text: African American spiritual, Journal of American Folklore, April-June 1897; Music: African American spiritual, Old Plantation Hymns, 1899

“Christ the Lord is Risen Today”
Text: Charles Wesley, Hymns and Sacred Poems, 1739, alt.; Music: anon., Lyra Davidica, 1708

“Low in the Grave He Lay”
Text & Music: Robert Lowry, 1874, Brightest and Best, 1875

“God Sent His Son”
Text: Gloria and William J Gaither; Music: William J Gaither; ©1971 William J Gaither; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through CCLI License #200093153

“I Know that My Redeemer Liveth” from Messiah
Text & Music: George Frideric Handel, 1741

“In the Bulb There is a Flower”
Text & Music: Natalie Sleeth, 1985; ©1986 Hope Publishing Co; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

“Angels Rolled De Stone Away”
Traditional Easter Spiritual; Arranged by Jester Hairston; ©1962 Bourne Co.

“Lift Your Glad Voices”
Text: Henry Ware Jr, Christian Disciple, 1817, alt.; Music: John E Gould, Methodist Hymnal with Tunes- Special Edition, ca. 1878

“Christ the Lord is Risen Today”
Arranged by Alice Parker

Good Friday 2021

Join Pastors Claudia and Glenn and members from our FMC community as they revisit the Crucifixion through readings and reflective music.

Music Acknowledgements

“Wondrous Love”
Music: American traditional, Southern Harmony, 1840; Arranged: David N Johnson; ©1968 Augsburg Fortress; All rights reserved. Streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084


“When I Survey the Wondrous Cross”
Text: Isaac Watts, Hymns and Spiritual Songs, 1707; Music: Lowell Mason, 1824, Boston Handel and Haydn Society Collection…, 3rd ed., 1825


“Were You There”
Text: African American spiritual, Journal of American Folklore, April-June 1897; Music: African American spiritual, Old Plantation Hymns, 1899


“Ah, Holy Jesus”
Music: Johann Crüger, Neues volllkömliches Gesangbuch, Vol. II, 1640; Arranged: John Carter; ©2011 Beckenhorst Press, Inc.; All rights reserved. Streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084


“O Sacred Head, Now Wounded”                                                                             
Music: Hans L. Hassler, Lustgarten neuer Teutscher Gesäng, 1601; Arranged: John Carter; ©2011 Beckenhorst Press, Inc.; All rights reserved. Streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084


“Alas! And Did My Savior Bleed”
Music: Hugh Wilson, before 1824; Arranged: Gilbert M Martin; ©2005 Lorenz Publishing Company; All rights reserved. Streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084


“Were You There”
Music: African American spiritual; Arranged: Dick Torrans; ©2001 Word Music Group


“Stay With Me”
Text: German; based on Matthew 26:38-42, Mark 14:32-36, Luke 22:39-46, Music from Taizé, vol. 2; English trans. Taizé Community; Music: Jacques Berthier, Music from Taizé, vol. 2; ©1984 Les Presses de Taizé (admin. GIA Publications); All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084


“Were You There”
Music: African American spiritual; Arranged: Gilbert M Martin; ©2006 Lorenz Publishing Company

Palm Sunday 2021

Pastor Glenn preached from Philippians 2:5-11.

Music Acknowledgements

“In the Bulb There is a Flower”
Text & Music: Natalie Sleeth, 1985; ©1986 Hope Publishing Co; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

“Praise the Lord, Sing Hallelujah”
Text: based on Psalm 148; The Book of Psalms, 1871; adapt. William J Kirkpatrick, ca. 1893; Music: William J Kirkpatrick, ca. 1893

“When in Our Music God is Glorified”
Text: Fred Pratt Green, 1972, The Hymn, 1973, ©1972 Hope Publishing Co.; Music: Charles V Stanford, Hymns Ancient and Modern, 1904; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

“My Life Flows On”
Text & Music: Robert Lowry’s Bright Jewels for the Sunday School, 1869, alt.; Refrain arr. ©1989 Hymnal: A Worship Book, alt.; All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

“Ashokan Farewell”
Composed by Jay Ungar, 1982

“He Was Despised” from Messiah
Text & Music: George Frideric Handel, 1741

Jeremiah 31:31-34

Pastor Claudia preached from Jeremiah 31:31-34.

Music Acknowledgements

“Rain Down”
Text & Music: Jaime Cortez, 1991; ©1992 Jaime Cortez (admin. OCP Publications); All rights reserved. Reprinted and streamed with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“Come, Bring Your Burdens to God (Woza nomthwalo wakho)”
Text: Xhosa, from the singing of the Mooiplaas congregation (South Africa); trans. Barbara Clark, Mairi Munro, and Martine Stemerick; Music: from the singing of the Mooiplaas congregation; transcr. Welile Sigabi; ©2008 WGRG, Iona Community (admin. GIA Publications, Inc.); All rights reserved. Reprinted with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“Obey My Voice”
Text: based on Jeremiah 7:23, KJV; Music: Sheilagh Nowacki, 1970, Festival of the Holy Spirit Song Book, 1972; ©1972 Sheilagh Nowacki

 

“For the Beauty of the Earth”
Text: Folliott S Pierpoint, Lyra Eucharistica, 1864, alt.; Music: arranged by John Rutter, ©1980 Oxford University Press; All rights reserved. Reprinted with permission through ONE LICENSE, license #A-731084

 

“Fairest Lord Jesus”
Text: Schönster Herr Jesu!, Gesangbuch, Münster (Sts. 1, 3), 1677; Heinrich A H von Fallersleben, Schlesische Volkslieder (St. 2), 1842; tr. Anonymous, Church Chorals and Choir Studies (Sts. 1-3), 1850; Joseph A Seiss, Sunday School Book for the Use of Evangelical Lutheran Congregations (St. 4), 1873; Music: Schlesische Volkslieder, 1842; harmonized by Richard S Willis, Church Chorals and Choir Studies, 1850